I'm going to miss these girls. ACT1B as well.

Ohwell. My so-called "bestfriend" and I had this conflict. It was already a couple of days ago. But until now, I guess, it's still not yet fix. We actually had a "fight" or sagutan thing through SMS. She started it on the first place! Why did I say so? Simply because she kept on sending those GMs (Group Messages).

Mga taong kesyo puro ganito pero pag niyaya mo, hindi naman matutuloy. Mga taong itetext ka lang pag wala si bf. Haaay nako, buhay nga naman. -- Bff

And alot more. I just deleted all of them. I really had a plan of texting her before I received GMs, but she was not texting, so I thought she had no load, which was true, therefore she wouldn't be able to reply to my texts.

Then, shoot. That happened na. GMs from her. It's really irritating when someone make pa-rinig or papansin to you. Why don't go talk to us straight to the point, right? And infront of us, face to face, say their hatreds and or anger. Diba, diba? Ugh!

Back to the topic. The real story kasi was, we were going to have this meet up sana. Unfortunately, hindi natuloy. Kasi, it was friday then, my last day of Midterm exam, 10AM and I was done already. She texted and said that her class will end up at 4PM pa (she is studying in different school). So, I asked her kung tuloy pa yung meet up. She didn't reply. Maybe she had class then, but she really didn't textback na. So, I thought, the meet up was posponed na. The heck people, imagine, I was already out at 10AM? Siya, 4PM pa? What was I gonna do? Wait for her till her classes end? Like, wtf. Tsk.

I texted Hazelle and Julieann early that day to come with us to that meet up, and unfortunately they couldn't make it. Because Hazelle's class will end at 5PM pa and Julieann has another lakad too. So obviously, I had to go home at an early time. No meet up already. Then, Julieann texted.

Jam! If you want, puntahan mo 'ko dito sa UE, hintayin natin si Ishael, pupunta kasi kami sa CCC (former school) with Blaze. -- Julieann

Since, the meet up with my bestfriend was postponed (possibly), I agreed. There, I went to UE and had to meet Julieann and Ishael. Then, Blaze texted to Julieann saying that their lakad had to be postponed (also) because she is going to have her final exams tomorrow. And yea, it was like, all the plans and meet ups had to be postponed that day. Tsk.

So, around past 12NN already, I was at UE, We three (Julie, Ishael, and I) decided to go malling na lang. Ayun, we went to the mall and watched Hairspray. OHMYGOLLY. Zac Efron was so hott in that movie. He was so charming and, oh how I loved his eyes! ;D Ohwell. Back to topic. After watching Hairspray, time passed, bonding, and went home na.

THAT WAS THE STORY.

My bestfriend saw our picture (the three of us during the movie) in my Friendster. There, she commented (but she deleted it already).

Aba! Ako ang nagyaya, ako ang hindi nakasama. Ayos rin ah! -- Bff

And it sounds so angry. Maybe, that was the time when her blood started boiling onto me. Haha. Serious. Two days after the comment thing, she texted na. Ayun na nga yung mga GMs niya. Well, nagparinig siya and all. Ako naman, I wanted to apologize to the meet up that was postponed. But the heck, she was like, "Ay! Nag-react!?" Nag-react daw ako sa mga GMs niya. Kesyo, I was guilty raw!? Siyempre, sumagot ako.

Please don't pretend na it wasn't me whom you are referring to your GMs. -- Me

Then ayun, I got my patience so short na. And started saying mean words. She did likewise. And fight-like na.

Later on, I thought it was already fixed. BUT, she was like pretending lang. She was so like the PLASTIC.

Oh Jamydear, don't be affected with my GMs, It's not my fault if you're guilty and it's not my problem. Ang pikon, talo! Miss you sis, tc. -- Bff (not the exact line but the words are hers)

FCUK right? Her words were all plastics. I know it. I know her way of texting. And that time, it was really not normal. It was really different. Imagine after saying those mean words, she still had the guts to tell, MISS YOU SIS, TC. wtf? x[

So, until now. It's not yet fix. We're not yet okay. Nagkaroon na kami ng GAP. And it's sad. She's my bestfriend. And I love her. I dunno how will am I gonna fix it if she's not interested and doesn't want to admit that she's angry (or had tampo) to me. She keeps on pretending that those GMs are not for me. It's sad. Why don't tell it to me that she's mad when it's already obvious? Ugh. I don't get her point. I dunno if this is going to be fixed either.

By post:

1. Put my url back.
2. Hiatus
3. Second Semester
4. New layout (:
5. Waaaaaah!
6. Time flies so fast.
7. Bestfriends or pretenders?
8. After all that has been done.
9. It's not enought to just dream, fulfill it.
10. Are we too late, Am I too soon?

By month:

1. 2007.04
2. 2007.05
3. 2007.06
4. 2007.07
5. 2007.08
6. 2007.09
7. 2007.10
8. 2008.01

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