Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Are we too late, Am I too soon?
"Like a shooting star
to where you are
are we too late am I too soon?
You make it through,
we've gone too far
will you ever be my star?"
--Shooting Star, Hale
Ohwell. No class today. I'm just bored. It is announced that there'll still be no class tomorrow. Arrrrgh. Hate it. I want to go to school. I still have alot of things to do there. As in, a lot of things. Hmf. All that I did today was to text people. And yea, surf the net. Super boredom. >:[
Me and him are now having this coldness towards each other (haha! parang kami lang e no?). Hindi na kami magkaintindihan ngayon. And I don't think we're okay right now. We still have this tampuhan/away/hindi pagkakaintindihan. Get what I mean? *Sigh* Ang hirap! Para kasing "kami" pa rin e. I suffer until now (even though we're not together anymore). Ayoko na! Tama na yung nangyari before. OHMYGOLLYNESS. Super labo na ng mga pinagsasabi ko. No one will understand my situation and my feelings. Napaka-labo talaga. Gusto ko magalit sa kanya pero I can't. Hindi ko siya matiis. Whenever I'm mad at him, isang text lang niya, then I'm okay na. Ganun lang kabilis! Loser talaga 'ko kahit kailan. =X
I CAN'T HELP MYSELF. I'M SO FRUSTRATED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. Paki-batukan nga ako? :(
And lemme share you this text message from a friend of mine;
When I was a little kid, I fell from a tree, but I managed to hold on to a branch. I was up there for a long time and waited. The silence, the pain in my arms, the blood pumping in my ears. Then, I fell. I couldn't remember what happened when I hit the ground. All I could remember was the agony of holding on and the wonderful feeling of letting go.