Monday, June 11, 2007
Ready for school yet?
Ohmeegaash. 2 days then school's back again! Yes I have my things, my shoes, bags, and everything I think I'll be needing. But, the heck,
Am I really prepared for college? Oh no! This couldn't be. I thought I already am. But lately, I've realized, I'm still not ready. Gaaahd. Scratch it off. I should think positive. There's this one thing that keeps on bugging me that's why I can't be relaxed;
FRIENDS. I don't have friends yet. Yea, I met some new people already. But friends? Gah. I have no one. I guess, I'm just being anxious. I worried so much that
my world is nothing without them. When we had the orientation, I was so envy that people have their friends and company who's gonna study at Letran, too. That gave me a feeling of transferring to other school; where my BFFs going to study. I seriously thought about that. But I can't back out now. Now, that I'm already enrolled. After all the fees, expenses and sacrifice of my parents. Well, I just have to face and be ready for it.
I don't wanna have regrets on the first place. But still, college makes me excited because I know to myself that I can find new ones. Masyado ko lang tinataranta yung sarili ko sa mga ganung bagay. :D Ohwell. Now, I'm quite relieved for that realization. Whew!
And sana, we all have a good merry school year. Goodluck everybody! :)
The verse "don't be afraid" appears 365 times in the bible. Enough assurance that for each day of the year, we can trust God to face everything with us.