Tuesday, August 28, 2007
After all that has been done.
Don't worry, hindi ako lumalayo. Ghost mode muna ako for now. -- Him
He never texted again. No calls nor words from him.
He suddenly left me. I hate how he treated me. I hate how he made me feel what I am for him. I hate all the things he did to make me happy. I hate all the memories we've shared.
I HATE HIM! But I just can't.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
It's not enought to just dream, fulfill it.
Found this image on Friendster. Andyea, I stole it from somebody. Haha. I dunno if he really is the guy on that pic. Uhm, I guess not. Haha. I got attracted on its effect, that's why. Please understand. x]
I really, really, really wanna learn Photography. I wanna be a photographer someday.
Two days no classes. No exams too (moved)! Yay for that. But, not yay for not having my daily allowance. Too bad e? Ohwell. I'm so into QUOTES, really. :) Nakakatuwa kasi e. Kaya I'm like, "I have to reload my account kasi I have to forward and exchange quotes to everybody." ;)) Fun, fun, fun. ^^
I'm actually not in the mood for blogging. Kaya, super crap ng pinagsasabi ko. Hehe. Para kasing blanko yung utak ko e. Wala kong maisip. SIYA lang kasi naiisip ko. Hahaha! LOSER talaga. toink
[ HS Musical 2 Premiere on September 9. ]
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Are we too late, Am I too soon?
"Like a shooting star
to where you are
are we too late am I too soon?
You make it through,
we've gone too far
will you ever be my star?"
--Shooting Star, Hale
Ohwell. No class today. I'm just bored. It is announced that there'll still be no class tomorrow. Arrrrgh. Hate it. I want to go to school. I still have alot of things to do there. As in, a lot of things. Hmf. All that I did today was to text people. And yea, surf the net. Super boredom. >:[
Me and him are now having this coldness towards each other (haha! parang kami lang e no?). Hindi na kami magkaintindihan ngayon. And I don't think we're okay right now. We still have this tampuhan/away/hindi pagkakaintindihan. Get what I mean? *Sigh* Ang hirap! Para kasing "kami" pa rin e. I suffer until now (even though we're not together anymore). Ayoko na! Tama na yung nangyari before. OHMYGOLLYNESS. Super labo na ng mga pinagsasabi ko. No one will understand my situation and my feelings. Napaka-labo talaga. Gusto ko magalit sa kanya pero I can't. Hindi ko siya matiis. Whenever I'm mad at him, isang text lang niya, then I'm okay na. Ganun lang kabilis! Loser talaga 'ko kahit kailan. =X
I CAN'T HELP MYSELF. I'M SO FRUSTRATED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. Paki-batukan nga ako? :(
And lemme share you this text message from a friend of mine;
When I was a little kid, I fell from a tree, but I managed to hold on to a branch. I was up there for a long time and waited. The silence, the pain in my arms, the blood pumping in my ears. Then, I fell. I couldn't remember what happened when I hit the ground. All I could remember was the agony of holding on and the wonderful feeling of letting go.
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Dealing With It.
Me && Him? Back together?
Naaaah. I dunno. I REALLY DON'T KNOW our status. We're just having fun. ♥ Nothing serious whenever we're together. I love this thing actually. We're like Bestfriends? We laugh out loud together, we say the corniest jokes, we're more open to each other. We share kwentos and all. And I like the feeling. One thing lang, I'm falling all over again. But not like the old feeling of mine towards him. I can control it now. I'm more mature than before na kaya. Hindi lang obvious. :P
8 - 5 -6
August 5, 2006.
*Sigh*