Monday, April 30, 2007
My father's gone.
We went to NAIA last
04/26, and accompanied my father in the airport. He is a seaman, you know, and every two months he has to leave again and work for us. He will be staying there for a couple of months. I guess, 6 to 8mos. That's pretty long, right? But I am still lucky because some people's dad are staying abroad for years and above.
How can they manage their everyday lives without their father for a year or above?
Hmm. That's a big quessy. But of course, we should continue our daily normal living. Instead of getting low grades, going to the mall, trippings all day, gimmicks, etc. I think we should show to our parents that their sacrifices for us is worthy. The best thing we should do/accomplish is for us to
finish our studies, right? :)
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Letting Go
"It makes me really jealous. And feel pity for you."
--MOVING ON.
I know, both of us are undergoing this stage.
I guess, what i'm feeling right now,
is what you are feeling, too.
Let's accept the fact:
We were both left stranded.
But still, envying you, because
you still have me,
who's not gonna stop what I'mfeeling for you,
knowing that it is right.
I will always be there for you
eventhough you're trying to leave.
I don't wanna see you crying again,
because it'll hurt ME alot.
It was never easy to sayGOODBYE.
And it takes alot of courage to move on.
But maybe, someday or somehow,
we'll both learn to LET GO :(
Monday, April 23, 2007
Fun In The Sun
Today, I went to school at past 11 in the morning
(with my sister). The purpose of going to school was to get my certificate in Computer. And I'm telling you, it's not that bigadeal for me if I won't be able to get it. Ohwell. :p When I arrived at school, our class adviser wasn't there yet.
Wth? I waited for her for a couple of minutes
lang naman. And I didn't get bored. Maybe because my classmate,
Kristina, came. She was also waiting for that adviser of ours. =X So, I had someone to talked to while waiting. When our adviser arrived, we followed her
siyempre, in the faculty room. She handed to us our certificate right away. And we stayed at the faculty. I slighty got bored. I got
Out of Place (OP). Haha. Simply because Mrs. Peligaria (I've finally mentioned that adviser's name!) and Kristina were closer to each other than Miss and I. So, I stayed quiet while they were chitchatting. I was already making a move on how can I get out of that faculty room. I said,
"Miss, labas lang ako, puntahan ko po si Jeselie." Haha! Shoot! My
alibi had been so convincing! Haha! :D Jeselie was really waiting for me to pick her up outside the school campus. And yea, I saw her. Then, boredom again, we went back to the faculty room. Woooots. But not really OP this time. I had Jeselie, my close friend. Hihi. We were all talking to each other now. I was texting, then talking, laughing. Haha. I had fun though. Then, guess what, the
past came. Knows who was that past? Ok. Use your common sense. Ohwell. And this time, I was sooo, really quiet than before. My mouth was really shut.
Nagkakahiyaan kasi kami. Siguro, I was the only one
lang. He was talking to me naman. But I can't look straight to his eyes. Maybe y'all know how I am feeling. Because he's my past and I'm still
attach to him. Gaahd. Yes, you heard it right. Geesh.
Whatever! Then, they've decided to go malling.
Sucker. What else can I do, but to join them! I don't wanna let them think that I was sort of
Kill Joy (KJ). So, we went to the mall. Me, Ms. Peligaria, Kristina, Jeselie, and him. Blaze was in the mall, too. She is flying for Singapore tomorrow so she treated us in
McDo, maybe for her simple
despedida. And that's it. Kaunting stroll then we went home already. Sighs.
If you loved him, truly loved him. Then you don't just get over him. If you do, it wasn't even close to love. I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're over him, because we're just not ready to realize, that a part of him is going to stay in you forever.
Friday, April 20, 2007
New Blogger Site
Ok. Ok. I'm really feelin the essence of making a new blog. Lol. Just like what I did in Xanga. Haha! I guess everyone's moving into different blog sites and I was left alone. Lmao. Since I already have a Blogger account, why don't I try blogging here
again? Again because this has been my second Blogger site. And yea,
obviously, I'm currently doin a post. :P
Did you know?
Our computer encountered, for the first time, a wild trojan virus. And it sucks. Ya'll know it is. All the files, the folders, mp3s, and everything in this computer had been deleted. And everything had been formatted. So, I lost all my files, my mp3s, my pictures, and more. :( And now, I'm starting to collect again all the files that I lost.
That's tiring! Right? :D
Today, my parents and I went to
Colegio De San Juan De Letran, Letran for short. My parents enrolled me and I'm already a
Letranite (sounds like termite/s, isn't it? Lmao). I already have my two PE uniforms and my skirt. Gaaahd. I'm so excited to go to college. Haha! But of course, I'm so nervous as well. =X So, everyone, goodluck next school year. :)

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